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Daria_of_Abram
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Name: Jess
Birthday: 1/4/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: Jesus Christ, my boyfriend Jason, singing, acting, watching anime, going to school, working, and having lots of fun with my friends
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  radicaldreamr017
Member Since:
2/16/2005
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| Well it's official everyone. I am single and will be for a very long time. I thought maybe just maybe Mr. Right had come along, but he is still longing for someone else and also wanting to be single. I knew it was to good to be true, it was just to perfect- he was everything I wanted in a person whom I could date. Oh well. I had a good cry about it and am picking up the few little pieces of my heart that were touched.
You know...I've been spending so much time praying for Mr. Right...have I really prayed to be Mrs. Right for someone? Am I a Proverbs 31 woman? I am so immature and selfish...and I have so much to learn. There's nothing worse than feeling ugly, alone, and worthless, and I am feeling it more than I should. I should not have let myself get carried away with stupid emotions. I am broken and know of only one way to heal. God just take me now and do with what you will.
I'm broken....so so broken.... | | |
| Oh Lord I come with heart here open,
For in my hour of darkness I’m in need.
Seeking the joy of love unspoken
Oh Lord be Thou near to me.
And the holy voices sing “Hallelu!”
Ever will Thy reign be.
As I wander through this life,
Oh Lord, be Thou near to me.
Though In this burden of my making
Yet in the shadows still a light I see
Maker whose love is not forsaking
Oh Lord be Thou near to me
And the holy voices sing “Hallelu!”
Ever will Thy reign be.
As I wander through this life,
Oh Lord, be Thou near to me.
Oh Lord
Be Thou near
To me. | | |
| I leave for Japan today.
I have many emotions, but non are fear- they are all anxiousness, excitedness (yes I came up with a new word!), and joy.
Pray for me and the team as we travel today our flight takes off at 2:30 p.m.ish and we leave from the globe at 9:45 a.m. this morning.
^___^ so happy so excited
Sayonara everyone I'm going to Japan. | | |
| So this weekend is intensive training weekend. This means if you call me I shall not answer because I shall be without my phone *sigh*, no music to but me sleep 
SO pray for me and pray for my team I can think o a few who will not be ready for this weekend. | | |
| So tomorrow is Valentines Day. I have received some advice that said, "Expect nothing that way you won't get sad when it happens" But I told myself this last year and it was still a bust.
I hope it goes well I want a nice memory.
Hope your V-Day goes well ^___^ | | |
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